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Dare to Say Goodbye

challege

 

It is difficult, but it can be done...

 

I have tried it. My strategy was leaving the bad music and listening to the positive only. I failed, because often the positive musics make me remember the other musics or YouTube suggests me those not really positive musics. I gotta make another plan.

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Not Love, But Deception

Deception

 

"He who loves you forbids you from committing sin." ~Ali bin Abu Thalib

We are sometimes blinded by the idea of false love. If someone consciously has iman in his/her heart and understands that there is a punishment here in the world or hereafter, how could he/she ask you to do some sins for the sake of love? Does what he/she mean by loving is pushing you to the hell and punishment? If so, that is a filthy definition of love. For me, it does not sound like love. It sounds more like a deception.

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The Kaleidoscope

Kaleidoskop



Now, this site has been upgraded. That would require a lot of effort to back up the previous stories because it were hundreds of stories there. So, let me just keep those stories offline in my computer and being the part of my secret-self, the other part of me.

I guess it has been more than a year since the last time I wrote a blog post before the previous one. So many things happened and I learned a lot, al-hamdu lillah. I have been into university again to pursue my master degree. I moved to another division in my office. I went to Tokyo, Melbourne, and Bangkok. I got a chance to share our experience in our office with friends from Bangladesh. And I... I almost got married. 

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Hold On Just A Little More

waiting

 

When I was just a teenager, I have been in a suicidal thought. I ran to a bank of the fields bringing scissors. I was about to cut my vein. I still remember, it was a rainy day in the afternoon. You know what makes it funny? What makes it funny is that I don't remember the reason why I really wanted to do that stupid thing. If the problem was really-really big, how do I forget it?

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